Once In A Blue Moon

www: Nothing in this life is permanent. Everything changes.

The friendster horoscope today sort of speaks about my situation. I really wonder if that dude who wrote them can read my mind. ^_^

The Bottom Line

Utilize your diplomacy skills today. Sometimes a candy coating can be healthy.

In Detail

There is a wave of critical energy in your life right now, and it could land just about anywhere. If you feel you are the one being criticized, rein in your defensiveness. If you can listen with an open mind and an open heart, you could hear some very helpful things. If you are in a position where you need to criticize or give constructive feedback to someone else, try to be as diplomatic as possible. Utilize your diplomacy skills. Sometimes a candy coating can be healthy.

After a month since the birth of ‘Once In A Blue Moon’, I have come to understand the dilemma and plight of famous bloggers like Kenny Sia or Xia Xue. (NOT that I am getting popular now) I understand why they have to use foul words in their comments to those readere with a BITTER TONGUE, or shall I say ‘hands’ (since they typed those harsh comments). haha. The BLAME is always put on the bloggers, the readers like to say things like,

‘You blog about it so you MUST bear the consequences of being critisize’

‘You MUST BE damn protective over that issue (like blogging about a particular profession) that’s why the reader said so’

So yes, there was a point when the words of people HIT me so hard that I was on the verge of cursing here; but then it is against my principles and it doesn’t reflect my true self, so I thank God that I could refrain from doing that.

I wonder what’s wrong with me-does crying make you feel tired, therefore you have no energy left to be MAD at someone who hurt  you?

Yesterday I went up to the rooma to find that she was there; she called me, then gave me this look(and I was so naive to think that she was going to apologise).

I wonder what happened to me that I said something like ‘you wanna use the computer?’ -implication of I am not mad at you, so speak to me whatever you want to.

NO, there was no ’sorry’ said. But I guess the line from the Bible ‘Slowness to anger makes for quick understanding, a quick-tempered person stockpiles stupidity’ actually calms my ‘pissed-off-ness’ down.

Now where did I put my simplified version (teenage) version of the Bible? I have not been reading it since my holidays are over. Tell me about that, I miss reading books like Agatha Christie’s too!!! *sob*

Suffice to say, I have decided to put an end to this blog. I hope it is a permanent one. I guess I am the type who only feels comfortable opening up to people who understand the real me, the people who won’t judge me otherwise.

I would like to thank my ardent readers as well as old friends who have reconnected with me via this blog. We shall rekindle the friendship on msn then; I shall let this blog rests for my heart is so dead/bland ’sam tam’.

Rest assured my true friends, from now on I shall just channel all my thoughts to my little place out there.=)

Notice that I have used BLUE for this last post in accordance to the theme ‘Once In A Blue Moon’.