Once In A Blue Moon

Today is mummy’s birthday!! (30th september). I love you mum, for all the unconditional love you have showered me with. You are my source of Vitamin D too!!

Coincidentally, puay chai had a mooncake festival celebration, so mum and 2 youngest sisters went there. At the same time, my residential area had a mooncake festival get-together as well. Since I had the urge to eat jelly (I went centrepoint this afternoon but there is NO  swallow brand agar-agar so I didn’t get to make), I decided to go *wink*

Of course I am not so shallow as to just go for food. I was there to listen the meeting held by all the residents. The great news is–we are going to have a BASKETBALL court in our park!! Yes so we do NOT need to go to the other park which is like 5 minutes bicycle ride away from my house. Not that I am a bb player but then it is great fun to shoot; and it bonds us and my dad together. ^_^ And perhaps that will draw those lengchais out in the areas whom I have yet to see…haha…

Anyway, looking at the kids, the lanterns, the candles…. it stirs up fond memories…..

 

I miss that mooncake festival in the year 2004… I miss those help days.

Remember how we all used to have our lantern feast at the same park near my house too??

I miss having heartfelt talks with sai meng, teik sheng and you jing. Now it seeems like we have drifted apart; the strange
thing is, whenever we start talking, we pick up where we left and the bonds seems to be reformed… I hope it is the same way round; hope to catch up with you all this december!!

Words to Exodus and friends:

When I click with people, I click with them. So if I happen to be joining a gathering or trip which consist of mainly people from the other gang (ie people who identify me as NOT from their gang), please do not try to pair me up with any of the guys there. Because I just happen to click with some people (girls AND guys) there. I wish you all can be more open-minded like chf gang ^_^ because I do NOT wish to be associated with a bastard heartless guy, thank you very much.

I won’t call him bastard because that will be insulting his parents, who have NOT mistreated me or toyed with my feelings in any way. In fact, I must thank the parents for pumping the petrol for the ford which he used to fetch me around with, and for paying the phone bill of their house(which is x2 of mine). I hope his so-called ‘meeting girls better one-on-one’ spree has not cost his parents a bomb, and I hope he drowns one day in his spree.

As much as I would like to believe that he is a nice and sincere person, it all seems so obvious now that it was either a ‘I am having fun while waiting for the other one’ or ‘I lost the feeling for you so I treat you as my back-up anyway’ situation, in which both deserve a capital punishment in the SACRED name of relationship. The things he did to me seem so pretentious and insincere now.

To think that I as the victim was being so diplomatic after the talk; why makes him think that I deserve to be given the cold shoulders when it should be the other way round? I dare him to look into my eyes and tell me that he is NOT wrong. Look into my eyes and tell me that you never liked me. Because I HATE it when the whole world thinks that I am the one after you and I am the one who is clinging onto you; when the truth is, you called me, you smsed me and you talked to me FIRST; I did NOT even give you my number. We did NOT start off as buddy, mind you, so there was NO REASON for you to reconnect with me after the long absence.

you told me ‘I will make up for my selfishness to you, I promise’

*excuse me, like how? giving me a cold shoulder to lead the whole world into this fantasy that I was the one after you?*

‘I would be lying if I said I didn’t like you. I did seriously think of a relationship but things do not go as planned’

*so you took TWO freaking years (reminder: since 2004 annual ball) to think about it; and it ‘didn’t go as planned because you didn’t want commitment right??? I am glad I didn’t settle for the second best (overrating you), you hurt me deeply and I really wished you have never come to my life. The truth hurts, but I am glad I know it and I evolve as a stronger person*

Suddenly, the sunshine he brought to me doesn’t seem to be the morning sunshine enriched with Vitamin D, but one that is filled with killer UVA and UVB. But he doesn’t know that, people envy my radiant skin!! I use sunblock to shield your killer UVA and UVB ok !!*relief*

Men are idiots. Mos of them anyway…(excluding those all-kind-gentleman-humours-nice guys like ming hong, chee wei, andrew…etc)

So my dear girl friends out there, guys like this-’gentleman player’ exist ok, as much as we hate to believe it. Please open your eyes when some guys are asking you out. Should your gf told you that the guy’s hengdai told her that the guy is seeing some other girls one-on-one at the same time he is asking you out (not his buddy friends), no matter how low possibility you think it’s, be on guard. Leave him if you can-because every second spent with this guy is every second lost in meeting your potential one out there who is MORE DESERVING.

Q: what makes a tactful girl who is ever decent in her words and speech say/write something that she doesn’t usually do?

A: Someone did something that hurt her deeply; she felt like she was a fool.

(Quoting a guy friend of mine, ‘it takes a bigger loser to like a loser’. The small consolation is that, I have stopped being that ‘bigger loser’ long time ago. Rejoice!!)

Something that is worthy of an immense sigh of relief is, I found my other sources of Vitamin D long time ago, one of which is some of you in those pictures. Others are in my friendster pics and my photobucket, and above all, IN MY HEART *muakz*

p/s: For those 8 people out there, if you are spreading rumours, or getting some ‘news’ from other people, chance is, it is DISTORTED. I may not necesarrily be talking about who-you-think-I-am-talking-about.

So u may distort it anyway with your wagging tongues, because my time is worth doing something meaningful instead of clarifying issues unless it really tarnishes my reputation. Thanks a lot ^_^

My life is hectic and busy, but then I am enjoying every second of it as I think I found the gianwanness!!

Yes, I know you all have not heard from me. That is because I closed this blog due to ’sam-tamness’. However, I am an optimist who doesn’t want to end her blog with a sad post. Recent events like the IMU Cup is something for us to rejoice and blog about!!

In addition, I am deeply touched by the fact that despite me declaring the closing of the blog, yen ru told me that she printed out my posts to show her boyfriends and houmates. *tissue papers please?* Willy, who read my blog after it became inactive, told me that it is entertaining. ^_^ I wish to thank you all for the support and words of encouragement to carry on blogging despite some wagging tongues by people with no taste. (if you happen to be those people, kindly eject yourself out. hehe. thanks)

Let’s start with what I deem to be worthy of praise:
1. Pharmacy guys are the champion in basketball and most of them are from our batch!! Hooray!

2. Pharmacy cheerleading team is the CHAMPION!!! Well done ka keat, V Co, and the rest!

3. Pharmacy sent the most teams for debate (3) despite knowing that winning is futile. Pharmacy never sent any team previously. During the debates, in my room at least, they were all pharmacy supporters (though it was a mere small PBL room) and one of them is *ahem* cute!
It is after IMU debate that I Found I have the interest in debate, because I love to keep myself updated with current issues and learn now to reason. I like to make a point across too, hopefully with some training I can do that with style =)

4. Pharmacy futsal girls got 2nd! What is worthy of mention is Staphylococcus aureus (stephanie) *wink* gave a tough fight though her knee was bandaged (injured herself the day before due to formation of stickyball-shoes complex).

5. Pharmacy is the overall champion for Tracks & Fields. How can they not be when stephanie, despite her injury and exhaution from futsal, took a Ponstan (painkiller) and ran 4 x 100 and ..(I cannot remember). She got 2nd for high jump, missing by 0.08 right??? IF she had not taken extra caution in order not to land on her knee (which was already leaking with pus), she would have gotten first=)

Suffice to say, it is the participation that counts!! It is the spirit, the unity of pharmacy students from all intake that make us so proud of ourselves! Yes we didn’g get the cup but 2nd place, but I would liken ourselves to be Germany in the world CUp. Though Italy won the cup, Germany has been talked about a lot!! ^_^

Uni life is more than that. We all take participation as something to enrich ourselves, unlike some antisocial people who either lock him/herself in room or camp in library, or play poker, hang out in mamak and not mixing around with people. ‘I do not care what other people do’. Yes so likewise, people do NOT care about what you do too.

By the way, my friends have told me that they enjoyed my post on relationship and love. So here are some thoughts.

Q: Why does a guy ask a girl out, sweet-talk , send gifts but NEVER pop the question?
A: Because he is a flirt. He is two-timing so that he has NO COMMITMENT.

Conclusion:
Whatever it is, be it
‘I lost the feelings for you’     or
‘I am just seeing people ONLY what’  or
‘Can’t a buddy friend do that?’

The guy is still at the wrong for being irresponsible. Period.

To end this post with a happy tone,
Pharmacy, go get the IMU Cup next year!!! ^_^